I am just sad.

I hate cancer.

I have a friend 4 doors down that has had it for about 10 years.

When she first got it, her youngest child was just about 3,

and you had to feel for a momma's boy that loses his mom at such a young age.

Now, she is dying, and I just want to say that I am sad.

She is in the last stages, can't eat,

lots of stuff going on inside her body tumor-wise.

When I see lots and lots of cars in front of her house at a time, 

I literally have to choke back my urge

to throw up cause it makes me so worried.

We aren't in her same ward anymore,

so I have to get info second hand,

and I don't know if the cars are there cause she has passed
or will soon.
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I hear it will be soon.

I am just sad....